.Sunday, October 29, 2006 ' 2:50 PM Y
crapped
i really really had enough...
first things first...
im not going to keep tis anymore...
today i shall cry out evrything(kayy, i did.) and say how i really really feel...
I LOVE TAEKWONDO n im nv going to quit.
despite tis...
dere are many reasons tt made mii regret or dun
want to join tkd in the first place...
all in random order...
budd b4 tt, i tink its so freaking impt to let u guys noe.
no offense in sayin all these stuff...i jus dun wanna keep em anymore.1) seriously...
i dun liked to be teased at bout how i look...
not lyk i cant take jokes or im too sensitive...
i noe i look horrible budd dun hafta keep pointing out rite?
maybe being a little more sensitive to a gal's
feelings wld be appreciated, no matter which gal.
2) stop saying tt im hueva hueva's stead or wad shyt...
almost most guys said...
dun make mii look as if im a flirt or wad lor!
I AM NOT ANYONE'S STEAD.DOES TT MAKE U GUYS HAPPY NOW?these 2 reasons made mii hesitate or reluctant to join tkdin the 1st place.n issit realli funni tt i fell n tt u guys haf to announce to evryone?3) lastly... all bout my freaking stupid brother...
black belt...
budd i hate u way u're freakingly treating mii...
lyk u dun even gif a damn bout my feelings at all...
u tink i've always disgraced u in front of my fwens a lot...
budd tink again...
havent u been treating mii the same way?
and all these i've been toleratin since a long tym...
1st tkd training...
aft trainin sir asked mii if i wld join u guys at mac...
den i rmbed u saying tt i was anti-social...
so i said yes...
den i felt super extra already...
meimei was the onli one whom i cld tok to...
the atmosphere damn leng...
den u come over and asked mii,
"y r u here?"
how m i supposed to answer u?
today...i asked u to teach mii how to wear guard...
u said aloud,
"liddat wear lah! liddat oso dunno?"
so many poom belt stared at mii...
which made mii feel super
dumb n stupid...
n its all bcoz of u...
den the sparring thing...
i din even noe the basics and din even get to practise at all...
den i was told to spar...
no one told mii sparring canot use double front kick
or wadsoever...
did u?
NO.
did u teach mii the basic kicks?
NO.
so stop expecting mii to noe evrything n when i cant do tt
thing well, u will start using a tone lyk i disgraced u
OR u will disgrace mii in front of evryone AND making
mii feel
stupid, dumb and useless AGAIN.
other sirs are always encouraging mii...
budd wad bout u?
u're owaes finding ways to make mii feel
stupid, dumb and useless...
budd i din tink tt was the way u treat others...
WAS IT BCOZ U FELT TT I DISGRACED U FRM THE MINUTE I WAS BORN?
